Don't think that I am not also thinking about all of the sweet things I will never have again.
Please.

Finding parts of myself that are still just as strong as they were before I put them in hibernation for you.

Finding that I'll still be frowned upon for loving the way that I do. Even from the most unexpected people.

Companionship is a wonderful thing.
I am not so terrible for seeing more than what you see in that.

I don't want to feel ashamed.

Still end up feeling ashamed for things that I would like to be proud of...



"

You better shut your mouth
Hold your breath
Kiss me now you'll catch my death

"
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